Prayers Needed

I don't have the energy to go into a lot of detail, but today has been the worst day for all of us. We didn't even get around to the surgery, as Holden crashed shortly before and had to be intubated. The doctors worked for hours intubating him and getting more lines in (for meds and pressure readings), and then it got worse. We came so close to losing him. Holden's heart stopped six times, but compressions were able to bring him back. They had a lot of trouble stabilizing his heart and blood pressure, and he's still not anywhere near out of the woods. He's holding his own at the moment, but they're having to increase his epinephrine drip in order to keep him "stable". The doctors weren't terribly optimistic about his ability to make it through this episode and the night, but we know that there's always a chance. If he can hold his own through the night, we'll try again for the surgery tomorrow, and hope for better results. The bottom line is very, very bad. We are in a horrible place right now, and all we can do is pray. Please say a prayer for my little man tonight... He needs them now more than ever.